Friday! Friday! Friday is my favorite day! Monday is a bummer, Tuesday's only fair, Wednesday's getting closer, and Thursday's almost there... BUT! Friday! Friday! Friday is my favorite, Friday is my favorite, Friday is my favorite day!
I almost always love Fridays, especially the evenings. I just get to recap the day with my best friends in this whole world. I got to hang out at my best guy friend's house today, Joey, and his intelligent and amazing sister, Katie. Played some Dark Souls, Fallout 3, and just watched some funny YouTube videos that he hadn't seen yet. I love how I started dancing Gangnam Style right in their house. xD Especially the Zumba version of it!
So, we had a Veteran's Day Assembly today, and the Rigby Choirs were singing in it. Actually, for some reason I could hear myself, and I felt a little more confident singing with the band playing behind us. I take bigger breaths, use faster air, and have a controlled volume for some reason when we play with them!
So, I actually started crying today. A couple of times, actually. Mainly, for the armed forces salute at school, but the most important thing I cried for is Rebekah. Sure, some people would think I'm stupid because I cry over a girl, or they would call me whipped. I admit it, I'm whipped, and I always will be for her. I always talk about her with my friends in classes and stuff, and just mention all the cute stuff we used to do... and then get tears in my eyes when I just start laughing sadly. You know? Just staring at the ground, and thinking about things that you love and remember so well, and then letting tears just well up?
Yeah, when all the guys in my Welding class call me whipped, I just tell them, "Hey, at least I actually care about someone. Unlike you unhappy people." Most of them look away, but the few that actually have any guts will retort with, "I do care about someone!".
But whatever! I love Rebekah Phillips, and nothing will ever change that for me.
Screw the people who don't believe in ever-lasting love, who don't believe in any kind of feelings, and who just thing life hates them because of the things that happen to them, based on past choices.
*sigh* <3 Just an every day thing. Has been for a little more than 6 months. No one really ever knows... Almost no one has ever seen me cry. I cry more than once a day, but who cares? Yeah, one person knows, and that's my Heavenly Father above, and Jesus Christ too. They've carried me through this hard time, and I hope they can bring me back to her one day...
I love you, Rebekah. This is for you. <3
(dedicated especially for Rebekah, tonight)
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