Oh man! Sorry guys, about not posting for a week! I've been caught up in writing a load of papers, and stuff!
Anyways, I guess I'll just recap on my short school week!
So first things first! Monday, Monday, MONDAY! Oh man, it was some day! For one thing, I overslept, and my mom had to take me to school for the first time in forever. Usually, I run like I'm on fire and make it to the bus stop.
After I got to Choir class, we immediately went into practicing our Christmas songs that we'll be singing in literally 2 and a half weeks from today in Salt Lake.
2nd Hour English: We started watching Julius Caesar, the movie. It's actually a very good movie! A little bit weird in some places, but very understandable and well done.
3rd Hour Intro-To-Agriculture: We had a guy from CANADA come and give us a PowerPoint on electricity.
4th Hour Seminary: Wonderful, just... wonderful. :'D
5th Hour AlgebraII: Ehh, you know. Just a math class!
TUESDAY!
1st Hour: Oh boy, I was shaking so bad! I was able to do my Comfort Zone project finally! I had to sing in front of the entire class. It's kind of ironic to me that I'm in Choir, but yet, I get very nervous to sing in front of people by myself!
2nd Hour: More of Julius Caesar, and covering the Study Guide for the movie.
3rd Hour: Nothing much else but a lecture about Electricity and stuff.
4th Hour: Oh my goodness, amazing! We played Scripture Bowling! Brother Hillam brought a Wii to class and every time someone answered a question right they could bowl!
5th Hour: Oh dear me, my teacher cannot be any sillier. Gave us a test, and I was like, "Woooooo! Easy stuff!", she gave me the look like, "Fine, you get the Calculus stuff next time!". I was laughing when I finished with 40 minutes left in class.
Wednesday!!!!
First day off of school for the Thanksgiving break! Started off rather normal, I guess! Woke up at like noon, and got ready for the day and stuff. And then my Mom wants me to come to I.F., so I'm not home alone? I'm like, "Whatever, I'll come!" Ha, as much as I don't like walking around the town and the mall, I love the food we get afterwards. Taco Bell 1/2 Pound Cheesy Potato Burritos, they will ALWAYS remain a favorite item on their menu.
Anyways, we went around and looked at clothes and stuff for Black Friday's deals. I'm more excited for the sales on the games and technology than I am for the sales on Food and Clothing.
When it comes to things I'd rather buy on sale, I'd rather choose games, since I'm going to start my YouTube gaming profile here sooner than later!
Anyways, I'm posting this on Thanksgiving, the wonderful once a year event where we get to eat lots of food and not feel bad about it! Ha, I'm just going to list a whole lot of the things I am thankful for in my life.
1. I'm thankful for Heavenly Father.
2. I'm thankful for Jesus Christ giving his life, so that we may join him once again in Heaven.
3. I'm thankful for the Priesthood which I hold the authority to use in the name of God.
4. I'm thankful for meeting Rebekah so early in my life.
5. I'm thankful that I was Rebekah's first boyfriend, kiss, etc..
6. I'm thankful that I'm still in love with her.
7. I'm thankful for the ability to talk to her at least once a day.
8. I'm thankful for the clothes on my back, and the home I live in.
9. I'm thankful for the food I eat, the exercise I'm able to do, and for the talents I've been given.
10. I'm thankful for the wonderful friends and family that support me in everything I do.
11. I am very thankful for the gift of tongues, the gift of compassion, of love, of understanding, of sympathy, and everything else that people find good in me.
12. I'm thankful that I am classified as the "Gentle Giant of Rigby High School".
13. I'm thankful for the wonderful teachers I've had, and I still have.
14. I'm thankful for Rebekah Phillips, Chelsea Moore, Katie Salvo, Joseph Salvo, and many others in my life.
15. I'm thankful for the wholesome video games I can play when I need a little uplifting moment in my life.
16. I'm thankful for the amount of musical ability I possess.
(Ha, there's SO many more, but I'm not going to lose your attention with more)
Shout-Outs of The Day:Marco Garcia: Ha, he's absolutely amazing! He raps, he does awesome stuff! He's the one who gave me the nickname, "Gentle Giant of Rigby High School!" He's one of the most real people I've ever met.
Jennifer Rawlins: She made my day yesterday when she personally took the time to write this on my timeline on Facebook, " Hello James,
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Can We Say Eventful?
I gotta admit, today was just strange to me. I woke up, and had to rush! I didn't have any time to eat breakfast, or anything! Was just waking up, cleaning up, and running out the door! I'm so proud of my friend, Jessica Christensen! She made honor choirs for All-Northwest!
And today when she came into Troylairs, she started playing Make You Feel My Love by Adele. It's a flipping amazing song, and I love it!
So, onto the serious stuff that's been on my mind. About an hour before I posted this, I found out my sister was in a car accident. She got hit by a Fed-Ex truck, but thankfully she wasn't hurt. Only thing damaged, was her truck. But, I'd appreciate if all my friends and family alike would pray for her. I know some of you already know, and I deeply appreciate your concern and love.
Another matter! Rebekah was sick today! Thankfully I was able to keep contact with her all day! Make sure she was doing okay at least, and I was just glad I could talk to her and keep her 'company'. I'm thankful to have her in my life, and that I can smile every time me and her talk.
The last matter! We had a CODE RED today at school! I was in the middle of seminary and I got a little freaked out!
Anyways... that's all the big stuff that happened today I guess! Oh, I almost forgot! I got two of the Rigby High Choir DVDs for my "wife". She gave me a big long hug, or at least let me hug her for a long time. xD
Two Shout-Outs of the Day!
Rebekah: I love you! I hope you feel better soon! Ha, I'm glad I got to talk to you a lot more today than usual! You always know how to make meh smile when I'm down in the dumps! We'll make a cover soon, I hope!
Jade Vecchio: You're so freaking awesome dude! Proud of you for making the basketball team! Ha, I love our lunch time Jam-Outs with Kai and Caitlyn! They're so much fun, and I love singing Radioactive with you!
You're so talented, bro!
Song-Of-The-Day!
I Wish by One Direction! It's just like the story of my life currently! Fits me perfectly! (thanks to Rebekah, for telling me about this, and making me cry after listening to it)
Until next time! Have nice day!
And today when she came into Troylairs, she started playing Make You Feel My Love by Adele. It's a flipping amazing song, and I love it!
So, onto the serious stuff that's been on my mind. About an hour before I posted this, I found out my sister was in a car accident. She got hit by a Fed-Ex truck, but thankfully she wasn't hurt. Only thing damaged, was her truck. But, I'd appreciate if all my friends and family alike would pray for her. I know some of you already know, and I deeply appreciate your concern and love.
Another matter! Rebekah was sick today! Thankfully I was able to keep contact with her all day! Make sure she was doing okay at least, and I was just glad I could talk to her and keep her 'company'. I'm thankful to have her in my life, and that I can smile every time me and her talk.
The last matter! We had a CODE RED today at school! I was in the middle of seminary and I got a little freaked out!
Anyways... that's all the big stuff that happened today I guess! Oh, I almost forgot! I got two of the Rigby High Choir DVDs for my "wife". She gave me a big long hug, or at least let me hug her for a long time. xD
Two Shout-Outs of the Day!
Rebekah: I love you! I hope you feel better soon! Ha, I'm glad I got to talk to you a lot more today than usual! You always know how to make meh smile when I'm down in the dumps! We'll make a cover soon, I hope!
Jade Vecchio: You're so freaking awesome dude! Proud of you for making the basketball team! Ha, I love our lunch time Jam-Outs with Kai and Caitlyn! They're so much fun, and I love singing Radioactive with you!
You're so talented, bro!
Song-Of-The-Day!
I Wish by One Direction! It's just like the story of my life currently! Fits me perfectly! (thanks to Rebekah, for telling me about this, and making me cry after listening to it)
Until next time! Have nice day!
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Things Happen!
Alright, today was kind of strange in some ways! Well, first I'm happy to say that you wonderful friends and fans have helped me achieve a milestone I never thought I'd reach within the first month, let alone the first two weeks. Over 200 views, in a little over a week! Great job everyone!
For one thing, all the people in the Troyplayers were dressed in their costumes for Peter Pan, and they will be for the rest of the week! I mean, some of the costumes are pretty good, but some of them are absolutely... interesting!
Anyways, onto the other important stuff! We got two more songs in Choir today, and boy are they getting harder! We're already a little loaded with 'Twas The Night Before Christmas, and the others!
I'm cramming into these next couple of weeks! We have like three weeks or so left in this trimester and I have to catch up and prepare for my finals! Also, I personally have three concerts in the next month! It's a lot of stuff to do! 1. Stake Christmas Performance, 2. Christmas in Temple Square, 3. Christmas Concert at RHS.
Yep! On the other hand, I've missed the Jam-Out-Session these past two days! I've been caught up in my work and stuff, but I think I'll be able to come tomorrow! I miss our absolute trance-like playing!
So, I've got a few shout-outs I have to make for today! These people were in my mind all day today, and I hope you all have wonderful lives ahead of today!
To Rebekah Phillips: I hope you're doing okay, and I hope you know that we(meaning me, and all my true friends) love you and wish you the best of things. I have a little surprise for you, next time we meet. ;) I hope to make it as nice as possible before then. Let's just say, it's a little something hand-crafted. I think it's about time that you get it. :3 Ha, and by the way, I think you're absolutely perfect and beautiful. <3 I seriously think we need to record a cover together. (: That would be absolutely epic!
To Chelsea Moore: Oh, wife. (: Where the fetch were you?! I was expecting you to give me a hug, for fetch's sake! Today was hectic, and I needed a hug! WUB-WUB-WUB! Dubstep is awesome! I got nothing else to say, GURRRL! (hahaha, inside joke)
To Katie Salvo: Oh Katie! Ha, you're so intelligent, and I'm glad to call you one of my best friends ever. I don't know what life would be like without you and Joe! I'm so glad we only live down the road from one another! I'm going to absolutely hate it when/if you guys move! I'm grateful for the insightful talks we can have for hours! I get to learn so much every time! And I especially love the strange ones we have, just like Friday's talk!
To Randi Hepworth: Randi, you're an amazing person! I love how you've supported me in everything I've done, and you understand who I write my sweet messages for. You haven't judged me once! I truly appreciate our friendship, and the immense musical talents we hold between the two of us! Ha, we need to do some recording or something, because I think that would be really cool!
(dedicated to all my friends! If I didn't a shout-out for you, it doesn't mean I care less about you, it just means you get one later on!)
For one thing, all the people in the Troyplayers were dressed in their costumes for Peter Pan, and they will be for the rest of the week! I mean, some of the costumes are pretty good, but some of them are absolutely... interesting!
Anyways, onto the other important stuff! We got two more songs in Choir today, and boy are they getting harder! We're already a little loaded with 'Twas The Night Before Christmas, and the others!
I'm cramming into these next couple of weeks! We have like three weeks or so left in this trimester and I have to catch up and prepare for my finals! Also, I personally have three concerts in the next month! It's a lot of stuff to do! 1. Stake Christmas Performance, 2. Christmas in Temple Square, 3. Christmas Concert at RHS.
Yep! On the other hand, I've missed the Jam-Out-Session these past two days! I've been caught up in my work and stuff, but I think I'll be able to come tomorrow! I miss our absolute trance-like playing!
So, I've got a few shout-outs I have to make for today! These people were in my mind all day today, and I hope you all have wonderful lives ahead of today!
To Rebekah Phillips: I hope you're doing okay, and I hope you know that we(meaning me, and all my true friends) love you and wish you the best of things. I have a little surprise for you, next time we meet. ;) I hope to make it as nice as possible before then. Let's just say, it's a little something hand-crafted. I think it's about time that you get it. :3 Ha, and by the way, I think you're absolutely perfect and beautiful. <3 I seriously think we need to record a cover together. (: That would be absolutely epic!
To Chelsea Moore: Oh, wife. (: Where the fetch were you?! I was expecting you to give me a hug, for fetch's sake! Today was hectic, and I needed a hug! WUB-WUB-WUB! Dubstep is awesome! I got nothing else to say, GURRRL! (hahaha, inside joke)
To Katie Salvo: Oh Katie! Ha, you're so intelligent, and I'm glad to call you one of my best friends ever. I don't know what life would be like without you and Joe! I'm so glad we only live down the road from one another! I'm going to absolutely hate it when/if you guys move! I'm grateful for the insightful talks we can have for hours! I get to learn so much every time! And I especially love the strange ones we have, just like Friday's talk!
To Randi Hepworth: Randi, you're an amazing person! I love how you've supported me in everything I've done, and you understand who I write my sweet messages for. You haven't judged me once! I truly appreciate our friendship, and the immense musical talents we hold between the two of us! Ha, we need to do some recording or something, because I think that would be really cool!
(dedicated to all my friends! If I didn't a shout-out for you, it doesn't mean I care less about you, it just means you get one later on!)
Monday, November 12, 2012
Another Week Started! WEEK 1
Well, today was a little hectic but a lot of fun in some places!
Straight off, Choir was absolutely amazing today! We brought out our Christmas spirits a bit more than last week, and really did a lot better on our parts than in previous practices. 'Twas The Night Before Christmas is like THIRTY-TWO pages long, but it sure is a load of fun!
Ha, all those Christmas songs in both Choirs I'm in are a lot of fun! I get to sing loud, proud, and with happiness in my soul.
Ha, anyways... today was just so eventful, it was quite amazing really! I felt bad though! I didn't get to go hang out and jam with Kai and Jade today! I was just wandering the halls with an old, 'friend', that still cares about me regardless of all the crap we've been through all these years. I love my guy-friend, Corey Bills! He paid for my lunch today, because I got an extra helping, so he paid the dollar, 40-cents that was needed. I felt so bad for having him pay it for me, but he was so willing, and I didn't want to be rude! I really appreciate all the support people have given me these past few months. It really means a lot, and I love you all. A shout out to Rebekah Phillips, Chelsea Moore, Sydney Jones, Emily Vecchio, Jade Vecchio, Morgan Vecchio, McKenna Coles, Chelsea Moon, McKenzie Spencer, Randi Hepworth, Destaney Handy, Madison Ziegler, Katherine French, Julia Mickelsen, Adrianna Foster, Katie Salvo, and Joseph Salvo. (if I missed anyone, I deeply apologize! I only listed the people I thought of at this moment)
You all mean so much to me, and hold a special place in my heart. I love the times we've all shared, and I wish you all a happy future! (:
To my best friend in the whole wide world, and the one girl I'll always love, no matter the circumstance.
I love you so much, and I hope when you read this it brings a smile to your face. You matter the most to me, and I know that many people will agree with me when I say that you are a wonderful example to others. You represent so many good things in this world. To me, you represent Kindness, Beauty, Perfection, and many others... Sure, I know you disagree with me whenever I tell you that you're perfect, but to me you truly are. There's nobody in this world I'd rather spend all my living moments with, than you. There's nothing more important to me, than your happiness and your safety. I promise you, with all my integrity, my honor, and my heart, mind/soul, that I will forever be yours and be here for you, in some manner. You are the R to my J. The Jessie to my James. If you were a Pokemon, I would always choose you. If it were you, and a million dollars, I would still pick you. Love is a priceless feeling that can not be replaced when it is true.
So again, here's to you, the love of my life. The bringer of happiness, and the bane of strife.
Forever your knight in vigil, and forever frozen in Carbonite(if you understand the reference).
So, good night everyone. I hope you all have a wonderful rest, and hope you all have a wonderful rest of the week.
SO, as always! Have Nice Day! (FPSRussia started that with me)
(dedicated to my biggest inspiration, Rebekah Phillips.)
Straight off, Choir was absolutely amazing today! We brought out our Christmas spirits a bit more than last week, and really did a lot better on our parts than in previous practices. 'Twas The Night Before Christmas is like THIRTY-TWO pages long, but it sure is a load of fun!
Ha, all those Christmas songs in both Choirs I'm in are a lot of fun! I get to sing loud, proud, and with happiness in my soul.
Ha, anyways... today was just so eventful, it was quite amazing really! I felt bad though! I didn't get to go hang out and jam with Kai and Jade today! I was just wandering the halls with an old, 'friend', that still cares about me regardless of all the crap we've been through all these years. I love my guy-friend, Corey Bills! He paid for my lunch today, because I got an extra helping, so he paid the dollar, 40-cents that was needed. I felt so bad for having him pay it for me, but he was so willing, and I didn't want to be rude! I really appreciate all the support people have given me these past few months. It really means a lot, and I love you all. A shout out to Rebekah Phillips, Chelsea Moore, Sydney Jones, Emily Vecchio, Jade Vecchio, Morgan Vecchio, McKenna Coles, Chelsea Moon, McKenzie Spencer, Randi Hepworth, Destaney Handy, Madison Ziegler, Katherine French, Julia Mickelsen, Adrianna Foster, Katie Salvo, and Joseph Salvo. (if I missed anyone, I deeply apologize! I only listed the people I thought of at this moment)
You all mean so much to me, and hold a special place in my heart. I love the times we've all shared, and I wish you all a happy future! (:
To my best friend in the whole wide world, and the one girl I'll always love, no matter the circumstance.
I love you so much, and I hope when you read this it brings a smile to your face. You matter the most to me, and I know that many people will agree with me when I say that you are a wonderful example to others. You represent so many good things in this world. To me, you represent Kindness, Beauty, Perfection, and many others... Sure, I know you disagree with me whenever I tell you that you're perfect, but to me you truly are. There's nobody in this world I'd rather spend all my living moments with, than you. There's nothing more important to me, than your happiness and your safety. I promise you, with all my integrity, my honor, and my heart, mind/soul, that I will forever be yours and be here for you, in some manner. You are the R to my J. The Jessie to my James. If you were a Pokemon, I would always choose you. If it were you, and a million dollars, I would still pick you. Love is a priceless feeling that can not be replaced when it is true.
So again, here's to you, the love of my life. The bringer of happiness, and the bane of strife.
Forever your knight in vigil, and forever frozen in Carbonite(if you understand the reference).
So, good night everyone. I hope you all have a wonderful rest, and hope you all have a wonderful rest of the week.
SO, as always! Have Nice Day! (FPSRussia started that with me)
(dedicated to my biggest inspiration, Rebekah Phillips.)
Sunday, November 11, 2012
7th Day, and Loving It!
Ha, today was actually pretty nice! All except for the fact that I offended someone and lost a 'friend'.
But apparently, they weren't a real 'friend' in the first place. Sorry, their loss, not mine.
Anyways! We had wonderful lessons in our Sunday School today, and I love our teacher so much. He really gets emotional, and whenever he cries, I just have to cry with him!
I've seen enough crying, emotional grief, and stuff today to last me a lifetime, but life has only just begun for me. I'm only 15 for Pete's sake, and I've got so much left to experience and live through. They say life is short, and that we should enjoy what youth we have, while we can still have it.
Yeah, it's very true. Life passes us by so fast, and we don't even know it sometimes. It seems like just yesterday that I was starting 9th Grade. And now look, we're 2 months into my 10th Grade year.
I say, we have to live life to the fullest possibilities right now while we still have the energy and freedom too. I mean, try to look ahead a few more years. Most of us will probably be working hard to try and support ourselves in the ever-growing harder economy. Or even some of us will be paying for a college of our choice. But seriously, think about it. Life doesn't get handed to us on a silver platter. We have to actually work for what we want, and for what we truly love.
As it is said, "The greatest things, are not easy". I'm not sure who said that, but it's completely true. I like to use the example in what I think about every day. I love Rebekah more than anything in this world, and loving her itself has been easy. Staying faithful to that, and fulfilling the promises I've made to her and many others, that's been the hardest part. I mean, if you can't even keep the promises you make to one person you deeply care about, what makes you think keeping promises to those you hardly associate with will be any different?
I love thinking on past conversations when it comes to days like these. (: Wonderful days, cold winter days.
Even if I'm not the biggest fan of the winter cold, I'm especially a fan of remembering times during 9th grade when it was freezing and I could hold Rebekah's hand, and keep her warm. I like thinking of all our times singing with one another, and making cutesy love notes to each other. If only I still had the notes... If only my mother hadn't taken them and done who knows what with them.
If I had them, I would be much more sane, because yes. I stay sane by thinking of the past. Sure, people say to look forward, and forget the past, because it's the past. But I say, the past is what makes us who we are sometimes. I don't want to ever forget my past, and all those memories I have. Especially the moments I have with Rebekah.
To Bek: When you read this, just know that I'm never giving up, and that I am forever waiting for you. I'll be that knight standing vigil at his post, until he finally gets the orders to move. Nothing anyone ever says will change how I feel about you. You are my one, and my only true love. I truly mean it, and again, I will always stand for what is right.
To Chelsea: Yes, I know you're trying to protect me, because you love me and want to keep me away from being crushed. I admire that you care so much about me, and just know that I listen to your opinions, and I'm not just letting it fly over me. I appreciate you taking time out of your life to even listen to me. Most people hardly ever do, or if they do, they haven't shown it yet.
(dedicated to my inspirations, and to all my loved ones)
So until next time! HAVE NICE DAY!
But apparently, they weren't a real 'friend' in the first place. Sorry, their loss, not mine.
Anyways! We had wonderful lessons in our Sunday School today, and I love our teacher so much. He really gets emotional, and whenever he cries, I just have to cry with him!
I've seen enough crying, emotional grief, and stuff today to last me a lifetime, but life has only just begun for me. I'm only 15 for Pete's sake, and I've got so much left to experience and live through. They say life is short, and that we should enjoy what youth we have, while we can still have it.
Yeah, it's very true. Life passes us by so fast, and we don't even know it sometimes. It seems like just yesterday that I was starting 9th Grade. And now look, we're 2 months into my 10th Grade year.
I say, we have to live life to the fullest possibilities right now while we still have the energy and freedom too. I mean, try to look ahead a few more years. Most of us will probably be working hard to try and support ourselves in the ever-growing harder economy. Or even some of us will be paying for a college of our choice. But seriously, think about it. Life doesn't get handed to us on a silver platter. We have to actually work for what we want, and for what we truly love.
As it is said, "The greatest things, are not easy". I'm not sure who said that, but it's completely true. I like to use the example in what I think about every day. I love Rebekah more than anything in this world, and loving her itself has been easy. Staying faithful to that, and fulfilling the promises I've made to her and many others, that's been the hardest part. I mean, if you can't even keep the promises you make to one person you deeply care about, what makes you think keeping promises to those you hardly associate with will be any different?
I love thinking on past conversations when it comes to days like these. (: Wonderful days, cold winter days.
Even if I'm not the biggest fan of the winter cold, I'm especially a fan of remembering times during 9th grade when it was freezing and I could hold Rebekah's hand, and keep her warm. I like thinking of all our times singing with one another, and making cutesy love notes to each other. If only I still had the notes... If only my mother hadn't taken them and done who knows what with them.
If I had them, I would be much more sane, because yes. I stay sane by thinking of the past. Sure, people say to look forward, and forget the past, because it's the past. But I say, the past is what makes us who we are sometimes. I don't want to ever forget my past, and all those memories I have. Especially the moments I have with Rebekah.
To Bek: When you read this, just know that I'm never giving up, and that I am forever waiting for you. I'll be that knight standing vigil at his post, until he finally gets the orders to move. Nothing anyone ever says will change how I feel about you. You are my one, and my only true love. I truly mean it, and again, I will always stand for what is right.
To Chelsea: Yes, I know you're trying to protect me, because you love me and want to keep me away from being crushed. I admire that you care so much about me, and just know that I listen to your opinions, and I'm not just letting it fly over me. I appreciate you taking time out of your life to even listen to me. Most people hardly ever do, or if they do, they haven't shown it yet.
(dedicated to my inspirations, and to all my loved ones)
So until next time! HAVE NICE DAY!
Saturday, November 10, 2012
BONUS POST! =_=
This is some poetry I wrote one day. Not that long ago, and just thought I would get some feedback as to whether or not I should write more!?
You haven't seen my cry,
but once or twice.
But seeing you happy,
makes me happy times thrice.
You are the sunshine,
and the happiness.
But without you,
my world is nothing but darkness and loneliness.
I apologize for making your life so miserable.
But without you,
my life turns terrible.
Being the sweet and sensitive guy,
never felt so joyful.
Until I realized that I had no reason,
to be regretful.
So here's to you,
the love of my life.
The bringer of happiness,
the bane of strife.
-James W. Facer
So yeah! That's what I wrote!
Feedback? Comment please. (:
You haven't seen my cry,
but once or twice.
But seeing you happy,
makes me happy times thrice.
You are the sunshine,
and the happiness.
But without you,
my world is nothing but darkness and loneliness.
I apologize for making your life so miserable.
But without you,
my life turns terrible.
Being the sweet and sensitive guy,
never felt so joyful.
Until I realized that I had no reason,
to be regretful.
So here's to you,
the love of my life.
The bringer of happiness,
the bane of strife.
-James W. Facer
So yeah! That's what I wrote!
Feedback? Comment please. (:
Never Been This Bad Before
Well, today started pretty normal I guess. I was woken up by home noises like people talking, vacuums, and stuff. My whole family, except me, went to the temple to get their endowments. I'm not 'supposed' to go because I'm not old enough yet. Kind of sucked for most of the day.
I stayed home and played Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, pretty much all day I guess. It had been 4 months previous to my last time even touching the game, and now I understand why.
Way back, probably 6 months ago, I had found a way to rename one character, and ONE character only in the game. And of course it figures that I would marry this character in the game. I renamed this character, Rebekah, and figures that she would be the one companion you can have that can actually die in game.
So, what happened, is I went on the final main quest and brought her with me, because I've never had her get even close to dying. So, when I finally arrived to killing the final boss, he went after Rebekah in game and basically threw her across the flipping world. I just stood there in complete shock and awe, that some easy enemy could just end the little fantasy I had in my mind.
Sure, it seems dang silly for me to get that attached to an artificial personage and all, but do I care what anyone calls me when I tell people about it? Not really.
I love Rebekah... more than anything in this slowly-corrupting world. She's the one who brings the real happiness into my life. The one and only girl I'd love to marry someday... and yes, I truly mean that.
Again, most people just think I'm stupid for believing that someone I meet at this age could be my eternal partner in life. But I say, that I believe in the Gospel. I believe that I feel closer to our Heavenly Father every time I'm with her. She helps me live my standards, and she helps me stay true to what I really believe in.
Back to the character named after her. Instead of fighting the final boss today when I played again, I just went back to doing normal quests. She stayed at home, safe and sound, and I went and provided to keep her healthy and fed. It reminds me of the future I can kind of imagine... Me and my silly imagination.
Just playing a game, and wishing it was how real life could be.
So, that was how eventful my Saturday was! Yeah, it's a bit much. But today was really hard.
I love talking to her, as much as I can. I love how she can bring me out of the depression that I can feel on certain days. She can just bring back a smile to my face, in the simplest and smallest of ways.
I was on the verge of tears, and just depressed as can be... She asked me if I was okay, and then I just broke down and she brought me back up by talking to me about everything. She can just tell, somehow, when I'm down, sad, and/or depressed.
(dedicated to those of you can even make me smile with just a "Hello." or a "Are you okay?")
I stayed home and played Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, pretty much all day I guess. It had been 4 months previous to my last time even touching the game, and now I understand why.
Way back, probably 6 months ago, I had found a way to rename one character, and ONE character only in the game. And of course it figures that I would marry this character in the game. I renamed this character, Rebekah, and figures that she would be the one companion you can have that can actually die in game.
So, what happened, is I went on the final main quest and brought her with me, because I've never had her get even close to dying. So, when I finally arrived to killing the final boss, he went after Rebekah in game and basically threw her across the flipping world. I just stood there in complete shock and awe, that some easy enemy could just end the little fantasy I had in my mind.
Sure, it seems dang silly for me to get that attached to an artificial personage and all, but do I care what anyone calls me when I tell people about it? Not really.
I love Rebekah... more than anything in this slowly-corrupting world. She's the one who brings the real happiness into my life. The one and only girl I'd love to marry someday... and yes, I truly mean that.
Again, most people just think I'm stupid for believing that someone I meet at this age could be my eternal partner in life. But I say, that I believe in the Gospel. I believe that I feel closer to our Heavenly Father every time I'm with her. She helps me live my standards, and she helps me stay true to what I really believe in.
Back to the character named after her. Instead of fighting the final boss today when I played again, I just went back to doing normal quests. She stayed at home, safe and sound, and I went and provided to keep her healthy and fed. It reminds me of the future I can kind of imagine... Me and my silly imagination.
Just playing a game, and wishing it was how real life could be.
So, that was how eventful my Saturday was! Yeah, it's a bit much. But today was really hard.
I love talking to her, as much as I can. I love how she can bring me out of the depression that I can feel on certain days. She can just bring back a smile to my face, in the simplest and smallest of ways.
I was on the verge of tears, and just depressed as can be... She asked me if I was okay, and then I just broke down and she brought me back up by talking to me about everything. She can just tell, somehow, when I'm down, sad, and/or depressed.
(dedicated to those of you can even make me smile with just a "Hello." or a "Are you okay?")
Friday, November 9, 2012
Day Four: Exciting, Stressful, and Tired
Friday! Friday! Friday is my favorite day! Monday is a bummer, Tuesday's only fair, Wednesday's getting closer, and Thursday's almost there... BUT! Friday! Friday! Friday is my favorite, Friday is my favorite, Friday is my favorite day!
I almost always love Fridays, especially the evenings. I just get to recap the day with my best friends in this whole world. I got to hang out at my best guy friend's house today, Joey, and his intelligent and amazing sister, Katie. Played some Dark Souls, Fallout 3, and just watched some funny YouTube videos that he hadn't seen yet. I love how I started dancing Gangnam Style right in their house. xD Especially the Zumba version of it!
So, we had a Veteran's Day Assembly today, and the Rigby Choirs were singing in it. Actually, for some reason I could hear myself, and I felt a little more confident singing with the band playing behind us. I take bigger breaths, use faster air, and have a controlled volume for some reason when we play with them!
So, I actually started crying today. A couple of times, actually. Mainly, for the armed forces salute at school, but the most important thing I cried for is Rebekah. Sure, some people would think I'm stupid because I cry over a girl, or they would call me whipped. I admit it, I'm whipped, and I always will be for her. I always talk about her with my friends in classes and stuff, and just mention all the cute stuff we used to do... and then get tears in my eyes when I just start laughing sadly. You know? Just staring at the ground, and thinking about things that you love and remember so well, and then letting tears just well up?
Yeah, when all the guys in my Welding class call me whipped, I just tell them, "Hey, at least I actually care about someone. Unlike you unhappy people." Most of them look away, but the few that actually have any guts will retort with, "I do care about someone!".
But whatever! I love Rebekah Phillips, and nothing will ever change that for me.
Screw the people who don't believe in ever-lasting love, who don't believe in any kind of feelings, and who just thing life hates them because of the things that happen to them, based on past choices.
*sigh* <3 Just an every day thing. Has been for a little more than 6 months. No one really ever knows... Almost no one has ever seen me cry. I cry more than once a day, but who cares? Yeah, one person knows, and that's my Heavenly Father above, and Jesus Christ too. They've carried me through this hard time, and I hope they can bring me back to her one day...
I love you, Rebekah. This is for you. <3
(dedicated especially for Rebekah, tonight)
I almost always love Fridays, especially the evenings. I just get to recap the day with my best friends in this whole world. I got to hang out at my best guy friend's house today, Joey, and his intelligent and amazing sister, Katie. Played some Dark Souls, Fallout 3, and just watched some funny YouTube videos that he hadn't seen yet. I love how I started dancing Gangnam Style right in their house. xD Especially the Zumba version of it!
So, we had a Veteran's Day Assembly today, and the Rigby Choirs were singing in it. Actually, for some reason I could hear myself, and I felt a little more confident singing with the band playing behind us. I take bigger breaths, use faster air, and have a controlled volume for some reason when we play with them!
So, I actually started crying today. A couple of times, actually. Mainly, for the armed forces salute at school, but the most important thing I cried for is Rebekah. Sure, some people would think I'm stupid because I cry over a girl, or they would call me whipped. I admit it, I'm whipped, and I always will be for her. I always talk about her with my friends in classes and stuff, and just mention all the cute stuff we used to do... and then get tears in my eyes when I just start laughing sadly. You know? Just staring at the ground, and thinking about things that you love and remember so well, and then letting tears just well up?
Yeah, when all the guys in my Welding class call me whipped, I just tell them, "Hey, at least I actually care about someone. Unlike you unhappy people." Most of them look away, but the few that actually have any guts will retort with, "I do care about someone!".
But whatever! I love Rebekah Phillips, and nothing will ever change that for me.
Screw the people who don't believe in ever-lasting love, who don't believe in any kind of feelings, and who just thing life hates them because of the things that happen to them, based on past choices.
*sigh* <3 Just an every day thing. Has been for a little more than 6 months. No one really ever knows... Almost no one has ever seen me cry. I cry more than once a day, but who cares? Yeah, one person knows, and that's my Heavenly Father above, and Jesus Christ too. They've carried me through this hard time, and I hope they can bring me back to her one day...
I love you, Rebekah. This is for you. <3
(dedicated especially for Rebekah, tonight)
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Day Three
Well hey again, it's me, James! I hope you all had a wonderful Wednesday! I can sure say mine was rather eventful! No usual boring day for me!
So, it started out like a usual day, I guess. But our excellent Choir teacher, Mr. Gideon Burrows has been gone for family reasons all week! I'm not the only concerned person in his classes, that is for sure. Everyone freaks out whenever he isn't there to teach! Even when we have a great student teacher from BYU-Idaho, Ms. Stephanie Dalton!
So, Choir class today was a bit hectic to learn anything, at least in the bass and alto sections that we could hear.
2nd Hour English was just usual reading, small assignment prep, and then relaxing while reading some more.
3rd Hour was rushed by. We're getting ready for our final welding test next week, and all the booths were full with people so I could even practice my welds!
Lunch was absolutely amazing! An old friend of mine, Houston Fallis, decided to bring his full custom drum set and jam out with us! So, we had extremely loud drums playing, and our Ukelele, Guitar, and Piano trying to even match the volume! Houston is really good at the drums, and I hope he comes back to play with us as often as he can.
4th Hour Seminary was quite nice with a lesson involving King Benjamin and how he believes kings and all leaders should act and such.
5h Hour AlgebraII, I actually worked and finished my assignment before class was even over! (LIKE A BOSS) Wrote a note, listened to my Lindsey Stirling dubstep music, and just felt calmed by her violin playing. (:
So, yeah! School went really well today! I hope everyone's day went absolutely great!
Also, I dug out my guitar from my basement and tuned it all up! I'm finally going to take up learning how to play that as well! Just add a little oomph to my repertoire of instruments, you know?
ANYWAYS! That's all I have for today! So, everyone have a good night, and I will see you next time!
As always, have nice day.
(special thanks to Chelsea, Rebekah, Ashlee, Morgan, and others for making my days great, and inspiring me to write these blogs!)
So, it started out like a usual day, I guess. But our excellent Choir teacher, Mr. Gideon Burrows has been gone for family reasons all week! I'm not the only concerned person in his classes, that is for sure. Everyone freaks out whenever he isn't there to teach! Even when we have a great student teacher from BYU-Idaho, Ms. Stephanie Dalton!
So, Choir class today was a bit hectic to learn anything, at least in the bass and alto sections that we could hear.
2nd Hour English was just usual reading, small assignment prep, and then relaxing while reading some more.
3rd Hour was rushed by. We're getting ready for our final welding test next week, and all the booths were full with people so I could even practice my welds!
Lunch was absolutely amazing! An old friend of mine, Houston Fallis, decided to bring his full custom drum set and jam out with us! So, we had extremely loud drums playing, and our Ukelele, Guitar, and Piano trying to even match the volume! Houston is really good at the drums, and I hope he comes back to play with us as often as he can.
4th Hour Seminary was quite nice with a lesson involving King Benjamin and how he believes kings and all leaders should act and such.
5h Hour AlgebraII, I actually worked and finished my assignment before class was even over! (LIKE A BOSS) Wrote a note, listened to my Lindsey Stirling dubstep music, and just felt calmed by her violin playing. (:
So, yeah! School went really well today! I hope everyone's day went absolutely great!
Also, I dug out my guitar from my basement and tuned it all up! I'm finally going to take up learning how to play that as well! Just add a little oomph to my repertoire of instruments, you know?
ANYWAYS! That's all I have for today! So, everyone have a good night, and I will see you next time!
As always, have nice day.
(special thanks to Chelsea, Rebekah, Ashlee, Morgan, and others for making my days great, and inspiring me to write these blogs!)
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Second Day
So today was pretty good I guess! I was really tired today though. I nearly fell asleep in a couple of my classes and it was kind of embarrassing! Ha, how much hugging can one guy endure in the same day?
My 'wife' is absolutely amazing! She knows how much I love and care about Rebekah. I love how honest I can be with both her and Rebekah and they don't judge. They just support me and make me feel so loved. (:
And yes, I use smiley faces in random text. It's a bit of a habit, and I don't do it when I try to look professional. (:
This is a personal blog though, so, frankly, professionalism is not the most important thing on my mind.
Anyways, today was just a normal day, if anything. School, lunch, jam out, seminary, test in Algebra. Eh, nothing out of the ordinary, except that I learned how to I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz on the Ukelele, and it was just me messing around with the same string! I always love playing this Celtic tune with the Cajon drum. I just kind of invent a beat that I figure sounds right to go with that style of music. I truly appreciate all my friends at school, and all the people in my life. Sure I appreciate some, a little more than others, but that's because I've been around them more often and gotten to know the things they do for those they care about.
Today's post won't be so long, because the only things that were super eventful today, was being hugged a lot by my 'wife', Chelsea. <3 (: Love you, Chelsea. Ha, you know how to make my day great!
So, until next time! Thank you all, for whoever reads these. HAVE NICE DAY!
(special thanks to Rebekah, Chelsea, Morgan, Julia, and anyone else who knows I love them! ;'3)
My 'wife' is absolutely amazing! She knows how much I love and care about Rebekah. I love how honest I can be with both her and Rebekah and they don't judge. They just support me and make me feel so loved. (:
And yes, I use smiley faces in random text. It's a bit of a habit, and I don't do it when I try to look professional. (:
This is a personal blog though, so, frankly, professionalism is not the most important thing on my mind.
Anyways, today was just a normal day, if anything. School, lunch, jam out, seminary, test in Algebra. Eh, nothing out of the ordinary, except that I learned how to I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz on the Ukelele, and it was just me messing around with the same string! I always love playing this Celtic tune with the Cajon drum. I just kind of invent a beat that I figure sounds right to go with that style of music. I truly appreciate all my friends at school, and all the people in my life. Sure I appreciate some, a little more than others, but that's because I've been around them more often and gotten to know the things they do for those they care about.
Today's post won't be so long, because the only things that were super eventful today, was being hugged a lot by my 'wife', Chelsea. <3 (: Love you, Chelsea. Ha, you know how to make my day great!
So, until next time! Thank you all, for whoever reads these. HAVE NICE DAY!
Monday, November 5, 2012
First Day Blogging
November 5th, 2012:
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| Most Beautiful Girl In My Eyes |
I don't give a flying fetch what people think of me for saying I'm in love everyday. Frankly, anyone who says that love can't exist between two people at such an age as ours, then apparently you haven't truly felt happiness or love like I have.
I was told, just yesterday, that she's possibly moving to Korea... I mean, seriously? When I heard this news, it felt like I'd just been shot in the leg! I mean, I LOVE her! More than anything.
It already hurts being separated from her every day now. It hurts knowing that I might never get to be with her ever again. But it just makes me happy that she's exploring the things in life, and having a good time with the friends that she can actually see all the time.
Yeah, it kills me slowly to let her go, but as Jess Lair said, "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back, it was yours. If it doesn't, then it never was. If you love someone, let them go. If they come back, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
Almost nobody that I know, can understand that I'm not going to give up. I'm not just some other guy, who messes with girls feelings and gets them to love him and then break their hearts.
No, I actually return the feelings, however long it is, and make them feel loved, and make them realize that they actually are someone of importance to the world.
Enough of the mushy mushy love stuff, I guess. I don't want to push you guys away with just my first post!
Today was okay, to say the least. The past, I'm going to guess, month and half maybe, I go into our seminary building and 'jam out' with my friends Kai, Jade, Caitlyn and even sometimes my friend Emily V. All of them can sing pretty good. We like playing the Ukelele, the Piano, the Cajon drum, the Violin, the Viola, the Cello, the Guitar, and sometimes a little handmade percussion. We play a lot of random songs most days, but one song we all play once-in-a-while is Secrets by One Republic. It's a lot of fun to just get into it and not even care about who walks in the room. I honestly love being around these people! They bring such a light into the room, and they do all the right things! I'm seriously going to miss Kai when he moves. That, and Jade can get his mission call soon! Man, it sure makes it seem like time is just flying by!
Today was okay, to say the least. The past, I'm going to guess, month and half maybe, I go into our seminary building and 'jam out' with my friends Kai, Jade, Caitlyn and even sometimes my friend Emily V. All of them can sing pretty good. We like playing the Ukelele, the Piano, the Cajon drum, the Violin, the Viola, the Cello, the Guitar, and sometimes a little handmade percussion. We play a lot of random songs most days, but one song we all play once-in-a-while is Secrets by One Republic. It's a lot of fun to just get into it and not even care about who walks in the room. I honestly love being around these people! They bring such a light into the room, and they do all the right things! I'm seriously going to miss Kai when he moves. That, and Jade can get his mission call soon! Man, it sure makes it seem like time is just flying by!
So to all you people who say that life sucks for you. I have one thing to say, and that is "Go try something new, that you fear trying because of society. If you have never failed at something, you've never tried. Sure, you'll fail a time or two, or maybe more, but that's part of growing up and getting better at things! You can't just do it once, and say you did your best! If you did your best, you'd keep on going, and not let anything get in your way!"
So, I hope I didn't bore you all with my day. I'm going to keep on doing these, as often as I can!
So, until next time, have a nice day!
(much thanks to Rebekah, Chelsea, Morgan, and others)
So, until next time, have a nice day!
(much thanks to Rebekah, Chelsea, Morgan, and others)
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